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Hey Poochki ,
I tried for months … but couldn’t stop sharing this with you. Just read it once and if it still doesn’t bother you, I hope its for the best.
Between Sept-2018 to June-2023, my life flipped 180 multiple times.
‘Miracles’ happened.
I always tried my best to tell you what exactly happened with me.
But I now understand that one actually has go to through it to understand what its like.
5 years of a serious mental health disability/illness – the trauma, the torture and everything that comes along with it.
I swear on my ‘life’ that if I am here today, alive, with a healthy normal brain/mind, it is a Miracle. Even the most basic life activity that I am able to do now, is a Miracle.
Then finally, after years, everything got well in June-2023 miraculously…..
I took one leap of faith and courage to drive with mom in Switzerland and God gifted me a ‘New Life’ – full of countless beautiful blessings.
“Something to make money. Something that feels fresh. Something that pumps adrenaline, feels like passion. Something that I love to do – Drive and Explore.”
I still sometimes don’t believe that it is all ‘Real’
When I could live again after years of suffering and SFRT happened, it left me with an attitude that never stops believing, never gives up. It gave me the courage to dream – ‘bigger’.
It is the best thing that can happen to a person. Touchwood.
“I am writing to you because this magic of SFRT happened to me. That’s what made me believe in Magic, again”
Ek time pe toh bohot pure feel hota tha na , woh toh jhut nahi tha na jo humne mutually feel kiya aur woh innocence , woh connection…..
4 years – School aate hi mein sabse pehle window se dekhta tha ki tum ho ki nahi , aur tumhe pata chal jata tha ki main dekh rha hoon, woh toh jhuta nahi tha na !!
Move on toh kar liya tha – but aajtak ek photo delete nahi kiya gaya aur na ek bhi gift pheka gaya – Bada hi weird move on tha…. Lol !!!
I felt that the relationship we had deserves one more chance and that is why you are reading this….
Fail ho bhi gaye toh yeh regret nahi rahega ki bade and aur mature hone ke baad ek baar acche se try bhi nahi kiya …….
Main toh aaj bhi tumhe hi apna best friend manta hoon……dost reh lenge 😉
Socho agar we manage to work it out , ‘kya dream life hoga’ !!! Yeh jo SFRT ka gift mila hai , feel hota hai tumhare saath share kare !!
Check out flytrail.com ache se, a couple from Siliguri built this , brick my brick. That is the couple goal that I want in life. What a beautiful journey.
I think Nobody knows u better than me , and nobody knows me better than u.
Im just trying one last time to make it work using those …..basic principles and fundamentals…on which all ‘happy’ couples live.
For my whole life I lost trust of people that loved me the most. Sooo, Im trying to make it work through trust.
I feel that it is the ‘The last piece we need to complete the picture’.
My life experiences have made me somethine else and my life is anything but ordinary.
From what I have been through in those 5 years, coming out of it feels like a rebirth, new life.
“The mind is fearless and the heart is full of love, gratitude and passion”
I have always been a hopeless romantic and I never stopped believing in magic.